Emotions... Why do we have to have them??

I just don't understand why I have to be so emotional. I just want some respect and I never get it. I am battling alot of things right now and am not really sure how to deal with any of it any more. Somedays I just wish I could scream... and others cry. Just want it to get better SOON. I understand that things happen for a reason... but I am beginning to wonder.

We made it!

Well it is Tuesday night and as I am writing this I am feeling much relief that the tonsil surgery is over and we are just dealing with whining!! :)

All in all, surgery went great for both of the kids. Isaac was giggling when the dr's put the mask on him to put him under... which did not surprise me at all!! And Emily was a little bit scared and needed to be walked a little further then Isaac. But that is ok! When we were back into the rooms after surgery was all done, Emily was telling us that she had a dream when she was sleeping. She dreamt that she was sitting next to the Queen and that the Queen held her hand! Now how cute is that?? She must have felt pretty darn important.

We had a few rough nights. It was like having 2 newborns again. But we expected that to happen. Over the weekend Isaac just started loving food again! He could not get enough. I was amazed as to how quickly he recovered. Emily on the other hand had to scare her mom a little bit. She didn't want to eat and drink. Which worried me because I didnt want her to get dehydrated. But thankfully last night on my way home, I got a phone call from Bob stating that she was eating! So that was a huge relief!!

The kids are looking forward to Thursday when my mom and I are taking the kids to Green Bay for the day. Kinda a little reward for going thru surgery and being such troopers! We are going to visit the New Zoo, Bay Beach and of course Chuck E Cheese!!

Can't wait!!

Removal day...

Well tomorrow is the big day, the day my children both get their tonsils out. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't nervous. Of course I am nervous. Both of my kids are being put under at the same time. What if something were to happen to one of them? It is all the unknown. I know that it is just the tonsils being removed... but they are my babies. I love them dearly. I am sure that all will be fine. We have to be to the hospital to check in at 6:30 a.m. Yikes. Good thing I am just taking them in their pj's. It will be interesting to see who recovers more quickly. I am putting bets on Isaac. But who knows! They will hopefully both surprise me.

I love you guys lots! Momma is praying for you and will be there when you wake up!

Happy Birthday to my baby boy Isaac!!

Wow.. Hard to believe that my baby boy is turning four already. Seems like just yesterday when Jill made me stand outside in my yard and take that wonderful picture of him inside my belly. Her and I still talk about that picture. Anyways....

Isaac will always be my baby now matter how big he gets! He has put me thru a few scary times... one just a couple days ago. Hmmmm 18ths old....and a skull fracture. 2yrs old and tubes in his ears. Almost four and a concussion. I just hope that he is done with the ER Visits!! Oh wait... and now that I think about it... he will be in the hospital later this week to have his tonsils removed! Oh boy!

I have always wanted a little boy. I was bound and determined to give my dad a grandson. And he sure got the true little boy that he wanted! Isaac is into fishing, hunting, four wheeling.... You name it, he pretty much likes it.

I always say that he is the reason why we never had any more kids... ok well one of the reasons!!

Well my baby boy - I love you with all of my heart and I am looking forward to the many years ahead!!

Happy Birthday Isaac!!

Happy July!!

Well it is July 1st today! Hard to believe. This month is going to be a very busy month. Tonight is the start of t-ball. So needless to say - LET THE FUN BEGIN!!